Sotomayor's talk was delayed by 40 minutes as hundreds of people took seats at the MassMutual Center.
SPRINGFIELD - The first person of Hispanic heritage ever to serve on the U.S. Supreme Court earned a prolonged standing ovation when she was introduced Wednesday night at the MassMutual Center.
Justice Sonia Sotomayor's talk launched the Springfield Public Forum's 80th anniversary, and the 7:30 p.m. start time was delayed by 40 minutes as hundreds of people found their seats in the 15,000-square-foot exhibition hall.
The talk followed a surprise visit to the Holyoke Public Library, where Sotomayor spoke to city children about the importance of a good education.
Sotomayor spoke with moderator Ilana Rovner, a federal appellate judge, about her mindset when writing her bestselling memoir "My Beloved World," capturing important moments in her life with raw honesty, and said everyone should take the time to learn from their elders.
"I wanted to tell people the actual story of who Sonia is," she said, recalling a meeting with President Barack Obama in which he encouraged her to stay grounded despite her job on the high court.
"I started realizing that I needed to capture who I was for myself. ... If I get too big for my britches, take that heavy book I wrote and hit me over the head with it," she said.
Sotomayor is just the third woman to sit on the nation's highest court. The Bronx, N.Y., native, 61, was appointed to replace David Souter in 2009. When Obama nominated her, she was a federal appellate judge with jurisdiction in Connecticut, New York and Vermont.
She gained national attention when one of her decisions ended the eight-month Major League Baseball strike of 1995, and again in 2008 when she sided against a group of white firefighters in a "reverse" racial discrimination lawsuit. The Supreme Court threw out that ruling shortly after Sotomayor took her seat.
At age 7, Sotomayor was diagnosed with juvenile diabetes. Her alcoholic father died when she was young and she was raised by her mother, a nurse who insisted upon a quality education, speaking English and reading encyclopedias.
"I wanted to write a book that gave people hope, because the reality is, if I can do it, you can do it, too," she said. "Diabetes taught me discipline, something that a lot of kids take a long time to learn."
The disease has forced Sotomayor to watch her diet carefully and exercise regularly, habits she said everyone should follow for the inherent health benefits, but also to develop a sense of discipline.
"Every day we live our lives is a gift. Life is precious," she said. "You squeeze out of it as much as you can, you enjoy it, you give to others, you learn something new each day, you don't let a moment go by that you don't take and live to its fullest."
One of the four members of the Supreme Court's so-called liberal bloc, Sotomayor often sides with colleagues Stephen Breyer, Ruth Bader Ginsburg and Elena Kagan (also an Obama appointee) on divisive cases.
She acknowledged that the justices make mistakes, sometimes eliciting gasps from people who read their decisions and find them troubling.
"I think that you can forgive more easily if you realize that we are people, like you, who are struggling to do our jobs as well as we can," she said.
Split decisions have become increasingly common over the years since John Roberts became chief justice, often leading to bitter and bloviating disputes between the justices. Sotomayor brushed away the idea that this is a sign of trouble.
"If we decide every case 9-0, that means we're probably not talking about the cases the way we should be," she said. The country is so large and diverse that reasonable people are likely to disagree on case outcomes, especially if they approach the issues with different legal theories in mind, she said.
Oral arguments are crucial for deciding cases not just because lawyers present their arguments, but because the justices get a chance to gauge each other's stances. Sotomayor said she learns significantly more about cases from her colleagues than from the attorneys, and she acknowledged that it's possible to convince her to change her mind.
She celebrated the idea that Supreme Court justices can write dissenting opinions, which reject the majority's decision and argue that it's the wrong move. Sotomayor said those writings can influence lawmakers to correct perceived or real injustices. She said she can "absolutely" respect a law she believes is unjust because she firmly believes in separation of governmental powers.
"Working together, we can become, or try to become, a more perfect union," she said. "As a society, we can correct ourselves."
Critics of Sotomayor sometimes say she was only admitted to Princeton University because of affirmative action. She spoke to that issue while wandering around the room to give attendees a sense of intimacy in the cavernous space. Cultural differences, she said, can make life tough for people of color in the United States. There are opportunities, though, and they can't be wasted.
"There are plenty of kids in every school, who don't have my background ... who don't do anything with the education they receive," she lamented.
"It was a door opener for doors that had been closed for people of my background," she said, advocating affirmative action to help people who are otherwise excluded. "Like Princeton; they weren't looking for people they weren't used to."
Affirmative action should be based not just on race or gender, but on "diversity of all kinds."
"I always wanted to be a lawyer or a judge," said Sotomayor. "I don't worry about the roads I didn't take. I'm just glad the one I took is OK."
During the Supreme Court confirmation process, Sotomayor said, she had to overcome fear and the discouragement she felt when people questioned her intelligence and qualifications. Luckily, she had "good friends who kicked me in the posterior (and) threatened to beat me up" if she withdrew.
One of the first cases Sotomayor heard was Citizens United, which cemented the influence of super PACs, groups that are supposed to operate independently of political candidates, yet are allowed to spend unlimited amounts of money on their behalf. She pored over thousands of pages of documents and decisions to prepare for oral arguments.
During that tumultuous and confusing first week, she got a visit from Justice Clarence Thomas, then-Justice John Paul Stevens talked to her for half an hour, followed by Sandra Day O'Connor, the first female justice, and Sotomayor also received a letter from colleague Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg. Each provided emotional and logistical support.
"It's a wonderful place to work because the people who work there love working there," she said.
Rovner, the event's moderator, pointed out there were many young people in the audience, including an 8-year-old girl. Rovner asked Sotomayor is she had any advice for the children.
"Don't give up hope, even when things seem impossible, because the impossible can happen sometimes," said Sotomayor when asked what advice she would offer young people. "Try to remember that you should answer, at the end of each night the way I do, two questions: What have I learned new today ... and secondly, what good have I done today? If you can't answer those two questions," she said, "then don't go to sleep."
As part of the Springfield Public Forum on Tuesday, Sept. 15, at 6 p.m., political pundit Mark Shields and New York Times columnist David Brooks will discuss the 2016 election at Symphony Hall. Bestselling author and television personality Wes Moore is scheduled to speak there on Wednesday, Dec. 9, at 7:30 p.m., as part of the lecture series.